Again

Tell everyone
that I’m fine,
that you never cross
my mind.

That I’m doing so much better
without you,
and I’ll take a pill
every time it hurts
to think of you.

But there are days
when I believe that
I am fine.

Then I wake up
in a cold sweat
at 6 am,
grab my phone
and the realization
that I can’t call
hits me.

And I do it all over again.

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